My mind is a beautiful chaos

I want to live not just exist and that means I have to lay down and surrender to God and do what’s necessary. For me to reclaim my identity there are steps I must complete before I am truly ready to submit myself to a higher power. I know now that I am supposed to find myself and get to know myself again, all while introducing a new brand of Amy. All the trials I faced molded me and now I can look back and find empty memories I may or may not recall, but I do know this: I don’t want to be remembered for always partying and being unworthy of good things. I want to be known for all the pieces of me that lost their strength but have been revived.

-Soul of Aly