How could Iive in the line of deception once again?
So many things were brought to me all at once.
You tried to love me I cannot deny you of that.
My warmth was provided by you Now only its only coldness that is felt.
This was never meant to turn out this way, it was supposed to be uplifting.
I am burning in hell that you created!
I gave you all I had to give!
Why couldn’t you just give me the freedom that you had?
Well, I am my own person now.
I no longer live life for anyone but myself.
I enjoyed having someone to give my all.
I’m sorry you took that away from me.
I am not safe!
I am not saved from you!
You took my last breath and captured my inner soul.
You will never leave me and I will never leave you.
We may not be together in reality, but you cannot deny our memories.
My love will fulfill you until you have left this world.
You were my best friend and if you accept who I am, things could remain the same.
Hate shall not befall me.
Love is still injected.
You still shine in my eyes.
I will never forget you. I will never forgive you for making me fall so deeply in love with you.
You were my first real love.
You will not be forgotten.
You cannot deny me.
I know that I touched a part of you that no one else has ever seen nor will anyone ever touch again.
Insanity is not a part of me.
Thoughts of that should not evolve in your mind.
Believe me, when I say, I am sorry this has to happen to such a beautiful part of our lives.
-Soul of Aly