My mind is a beautiful chaos

Encountered with good thoughts.
Secureness entered my mind.
Shot to hell.
All erased.
Nothing more.
Hatred evolved so quickly.

Things are never what they seem.
Turned totally opposite.
Evil has seeped through.
How could one hold so many heavenly thoughts
and then disregard them so suddenly?
Locking another door.
Throwing the key afar.
Drown these feelings that once were.
Pain forevermore.
I won’t let that happen.
I am much stronger now.
I’ve seen too much to be shallow.
Lacking heart.
Suffering truth.
I am better than that.
Damn hurtful people.
I will not allow myself to drop to such a low level.
-Soul of Aly