Drowning

Fade away in my mind.
Still, you appear in my dreams.
I hate that you haunt me.
Why do you do this?
You love someone else wholeheartedly.
Why do I crave you?
You bleed from my veins when I am wounded.
You creep up on me in the night.
Your face I’ve seen in my nightmares.
But in reality, never.
You punctuate my sentence.
I breathe you.
I feel nothing but you.
I want out I want to escape.
Give me gratitude.
I need strength.
Build me up so that I may rise.
You drown me when I am thinking.
You punish me for nothing.
Why?
It is she who should seek pain, you even, not me!
End this before it’s too late.
Hate is not to befall me.
I love you still.
You’re weak impressions have had a tremendous effect on me.
I hate you, but I can’t let go.
Leave me soon.
Please, I beg of you.
You make me weak.
You drain my senses.
-Soul of Aly

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