My mind is a beautiful chaos

Patiently, I’ve waited.
Your presence trembles my stomach.
Failure to see the emotions between us.
Two souls connected as before. Freshness appeals.
My blood runs thick and clotted.
My heart pumps more than my veins can withhold.
Severity enters pain.
Let me show you what addiction really means.
Cold spot. Warm fluids. Hot inside.
Press your lips together.
Nothing escapes.
Words should not resist you.
Comfort in you and me.
Hate blackens the holes that I could be filling with praise.
Feeling abused.
Leaving Las Vegas.
Skip the funny stuff.
Don’t sweat the small shit.
-Soul of Aly