My mind is a beautiful chaos

Mental meltdown.
My physical feels weak.
All the hope in the world cannot save me now.
You dripped through my system.
You took my pain and bottled it up.
But it has been released.

Overflow.
I’m crying outside.
I’m swallowing fear inside.
I lost my only dream.
Can I be forgiven?
I gave into you.
You manipulated the situation.
You took advantage of my vulnerability.
I love you with my last breath.
Have no regrets.
I have a piece of you that lies in the pit of my stomach,
and every once in a while you stir up my emotions.
You’ve got it all now.
No need for sympathy.
See you the next time around.
-Soul of Aly