My mind is a beautiful chaos

Walking in the shadows of blindness.
Searching and hoping for nothing to happen.
I have to face reality.
That you are never to be mine again.
Your selfishness has taken you away from our blissfulness together.
Not thinking of the love that I have for you.
I am not in your state of mind right now.
That doesn’t mean I never have been.
I’d let my true love take over.
I know how you feel but still, I try to convince you to come back.
Maybe one day I’ll get lucky and succeed.
I’m lost in a black hole that has covered my entire body, and all the pain that you’ve caused me.
Please surrender and admit that my heart belongs to yours and your heart belongs to mine.

-Soul of Aly