My mind is a beautiful chaos

The morning to you glistens off the freshly cut grass that I lie on.

Your face appears in my mind.
Your voice is ringing in my ears.
This love that I have for you keeps beating harder in my heart.
With all the cruel things that you said.
The ignorant things you’ve done.
The hurtful things you’ve cast upon me.
I’m still here for you always and forever.
I never met to cause you pain, but that I’ve done.
And I know that sometimes forgiveness is hard to give.
If you understood the trust that was in our relationship maybe you would also find your love for me.
-Soul of Aly