My mind is a beautiful chaos

The dreams I told you that I had for us, you took and crumbled like a piece of worthless trash.
Your acknowledgment as my friend even seems to be a problem in your mind.
Yet, it seems like just the other day you told me that you loved me for the very first time, and how true love lasts forever.
And believe me, true love really does,
just not in your eyes I suppose.
You make cruel comments about the feelings that I have for you and the way that I express them.
I guess that’s just your way of showing me that your feelings are extremely hard to exhibit.
A voice beckons in my soul, yearning for forgiveness, trust, and honor.
And it always will, until I have you to hold once again.
-Soul of Aly