My mind is a beautiful chaos

Blistering images scold my soul.
Feeling your anxiety eats me alive.
Treasure our precious time.
Watch, while I walk in the shadows of yesterday’s goodbye.
Parasites tease my reflexes.
Scar tissue forms around my lip as the days of waiting grow old.
Your evil has forced me to go.
If what I knew was real, I know the connection will not be far behind.
When I look into your eyes I know where you would stay if only you could let go.
Your past can haunt you until your feet are tired of running.
Exes are exes for a reason.
Smile at me.
Stars look happy.
There is an exhilarating highlight in the moon’s shimmering, but you are not here.
Fade into the distance.
-Soul of Aly